Foreword / U.S. Senator Harry Reid -- Introduction: silence ceases and hope emerges -- A parent's suicide -- Small children: birth to ten -- Adolescent transitions -- Adult loss -- Rebuilding shattered lives -- Immediate and later consequences -- The first to respond -- Life in a fishbowl -- Reclaiming our lives -- Hope persists and recovery emerges -- The clergy speak -- Unexplained happenings -- Journey of forgiveness -- Destinations -- Making lemonade: an epilogue.