A Pony in the Bedroom; foreword; acknowledgments; preface: across two worlds; Part 1: All the World Before Me; 1. social misfit; 2. hungry; 3. homeless; 4. rootless; 5. a dog called minder; Part 2: A World Turned Upside Down; 6. first encounters; 7. assault; 8. aftermath; 9. consequences; 10. to the lighthouse; 11. a journey begins; 12. the horse effect; 13. reaching out; 14. post-traumatic stress; 15. facing demons; 16. mongolia; Part 3: A Whole New World; 17. a horse called bailey; 18. relapse; 19. the herd; 20. a pony in the bedroom; Blank Page; afterword.
Summary
Susan Dunne's life changed forever when a chance question from a doctor led her back to horses, an unfulfilled childhood passion. Detached and isolated due to undiagnosed autism, Susan had already survived rape, battled eating disorders and self-harm, and spent time homeless, when her world was turned upside again by a vicious, life-threatening assault. Severe post-traumatic stress disorder left her feeling distrustful and more cut off than ever before from a world she saw as confusing and dangerous. But as Susan's connection with horses grew stronger, her world started to open up. Poignant.